.i used to try to get sth i craved for.. try my very best, sacrifice my precious time to obtained it. all this becos i think it’s worth. but now, there’s sth i think i shouldn’t hold on.. not worth craving for it o waiting for it.. not worth at all.. maybe i’m the only homo sapiens that involved in previous cases. but now there are more than 1, so things get complicated.. well.. o maybe i really hate waiting… but keep looking for sth better…
i always believe that action is power. even when talk about the love issue. hey, guys, dun just simply say u like a girl without taking any action. the girl won’t know. even if she knew it, she’l pretending doesn’t know it. it’s not because she try to hide from u but hey! i just mentioned.. action is power. although u tel her everyday o every second that u like o love her, did u really do something to show u do? i do not mean sex! but show that u care for her. if not every second then everyday o at least every week. this wat’s a girl want. she’l appreciate everything u do for her (shhe even wil love u more!) n not wat bullshit u tell her o promised her unless u write it in black n white n there’s compensation if u fail to accomplish. well, 1 more thing- girls won’t wait. they’l keep looking for true love but not waiting for it(u know wat i mean, rite).
25 years of my life and still I’m trying to get up that great big hill of hope For a destination I realized quickly when I knew I should That the world was made up of this Brotherhood of man For whatever that means So I cry somethimes when I’m lying in bed To get it all out what’s in my head Then I start feeling a little peculiar So I wake in the morning and I step Outside I take deep breath I get real high Then I scream from the top of my lungs What’s goin’ on And I say hey… And I say hey what’s goin’ on And I say hey… I said hey what’s goin’ on And I try, oh my God do I try I try all the time In this institution And I pray, oh my God do I pray I pray every single day For a revolution So I cry sometimes when I’m lying in my bed To get it all out what’s in my head Then I start feeling a little peculiar So I wake in the morning and I step outside I take a deep breaththen I get real high Then I scream from the top of my lungs What’s goin’ on And I say hey… And I say hey what’s goin’ on And I say hey… I said hey what’s goin’ on And I say hey… And I say hey what’s goin’ on And I say hey… I said hey what’s goin’ on 25 years of my life and still I’m trying to get up that great big hill of hope For a destination
smtms i wonder am i think too much? is that easy to decide a thing o to accept other’s opinion? or just dun bother wat they said bout u o did to u? i’m sorry.. i can’t.. n i’l not let it go easily.. i’l do sth to prove that they’re wrong. am i that bad o should i say weak o useless in their heart? is that everything i got now because there’s always someone willing to help me? i’m not denying it but not for all.. o because it’s easy to achieve? haha.. funny? ridiculous? nonsense? childish? silly? that’s wat i think of them.. but smtms i really wan ti break down n cry.. cry very hard when all these expected words comes out from unexpected ppl. some1 i’ve trusted for many a year… i need support from them.. their words, their kindness, their action, their feeling.. all these are my strength.. i need them whenever i am, whatever i am doing, whoever i met.. but why they treat me when i need them n gave me a bad comment on my achievement? just wondering wat they wan from me.